For once in my life, surprising as it may be. I fell like i may have some regret. I know i have always said never regret, just learn from your mistakes, but this one is hard to get over.No matter how much i try. And i will learn from my mistakes, always have. But it sits in the back of my head, “What if things happened differently? What if the circumstances were in my favor? WHAT IF?…” Damn i need a beer.
My time here is getting shorter. What do i make of the future if i dont know what to make of the past.
Everything is coming so fast. In my life ive made bad choices and good choices. And among my decisions that are frowned upon, I am truely and dearly sorry. But I choose to hold no regret. And in my more smarter choices, I dont ask for much praise. I am who I choose. Like it or not. But like I said, things are coming fast. And I’m afraid that I cannot hold on to my life here. Soon enough, all that I know will be gone and I will have to start over. But I look forward to it
FAIL…you closed my eyes just to see what I would write, and it came out as ’ I lobr upi’ hahahha oh babe,how I love you so.I’m so glad your mine and I’m yours,your amazing in my eyes. Your my baby boyy…i love how fate brought us together.the moment you told me you love me,you just make me so happy.your the one babe,the one and only..I love how you call me everynight to say goodnight,everymorning you give me the best goodmorning hug and kiss.I love how my family knows you and likes you.I love the way you kiss me and tell me how much you love me.I love how you always come over to my place just to say hi.I love how you see me me in your future,just like how I see you In mine.your everything to me.I love you.
I love you!!right now your sitting right next to me..muah!haha you have no idea what’s going on lol
Oh my dear,how corny of you to do so. You surprised me big time,so I guess you were pretty slick on hiding it.I can’t believe you made me cry,tears of freakin joy hahaha when mr thomas called me up to his desk asking me about my homework which I didn’t do,that whole time I’ve been thinking “oh shit.I don’t have it.why did he call me first?he never does that”.and because of my mind running wild with questions,I failed to see you standing behind me with flowers..I seen you gone up to get something,so I didn’t think too much of it..and when mr thomas said “there’s someone with a question for you” I turned around with a confused face and my heart stopped as soon as I see you holding the flowers and asking me “will you go to prom with me?”..I was soooo speechless!mr thomas told us to go outside to talk about it and ohemgee babe,I’m so sorry for crying haha you just make me so happy….I love you Gabriel Orion Rodriguez.
I love you..when I say these three words to you I really mean it.just like when I promised you ill wait for you.I won’t leave you baby cuz you mean that much to me.I know you love me as well,so I’m not scared of losing you.and I hope your not scared of losing me too.your everything to me,and knowing that you’ll come back for me…gives me the motivation to give an effort when your gone.your mine and I’m yours…always and forever.
